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JENNIFER SILVERMAN

Shifting Prioirities

5/11/2012

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Earlier this week, in the middle of an intense rehearsal fraught with drama, I got an email saying my Mother had fainted and was in the hospital. All at once everything else fell away, and these issues that I had thought were important ceased to matter in any way. So what, to all of it, I just want to be near my mother, and know that she’s ok. I feel so far away, and I hate this.

It turns out she’s going to be fine, she has very low blood pressure and will be getting a pacemaker on Monday. It’s not great, but considering the options, it’s not so terrible either.

I am processing all of this, I am tired, distracted and a little bit cut off from my feelings because they go so deep. Something happening to my Mother is my greatest fear and this distance isn’t helping matters. Right now all I want to by lying at the foot of my Mother's bed, breathing in her essence.

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